- When exactly in the game were you looking at this three as your ideal final three? And why were Bret and Shirin, in your words, "optimal"?
So I read some of my older confs to remember when it was exactly, and the moment it happened I think was after the F10 tribal. I was locked in on going with Shirin even before that vote, and knew Bret is the most beatable along with her, but I wasn't set on going to the end with him since I didn't have the same amount of trust in him that I had in Shirin, so I was willing to make a move against him as well "to free up an FTC spot" (which was why I suggested his name to you at F10). But after I threw his name pretty hard to you and Lindsey, instead of flipping on me (which he probably should have), he decided to come to me with it and talk it out. He took it easy and proved to me he is more loyal to me than I thought. At this point and after your tribal, where Shirin officially "joined our side", I knew that this is a good 3 to rely on. I had deals with Jacob and Will too, but I felt like they both played good games and I personally did not agree with the goat label that was stuck to them. But the perception of the jury is what's important, and I knew the jury did not appreciate Shirin and Brets game as much, so that combined with the loyalty and trust we had, made me choose to stick with them. The exact path and game plan to the end only came up at F8.
- There are some people who value competition over winning (i.e. "Let the best man win" vs. "I'll do anything to win"). In our time together in this game, you seemed like a pretty competitive guy - but it would seem in this instance you put winning ahead of competition in what was a very competitive season. Do you value winning first?
I hope I got this question right, I read it three times

I agree that when you were in the game- I was playing cautiously and didn't put myself in the front center of the game to pull some big move. I'm a logical player, and I didn't see anything big (like flipping on my own people) actually benefit me or my position. When being in minority the first vote in the merge, it's hard to gain agency and it's not smart to not stick with the people who voted with you, for at least a while. I had to rebuild trust with a lot of people I wanted to work with and it was slowly leading me to a powerful position I utilized at F8 and forward. I get why when you were still in the game I was perceived otherwise but I think my game was competitive as well, but it was competitive at the right time to make it a winning game too. I'll be honest- I've played around 12 Survivor games before, I adore the show and the game, I always get far but I never won before. Winning is the most important thing for me. I've been in FTC before and lost so I knew just getting here is not enough, but I had to make my moves and demonstrate my positioning with them at the right time, while still being able to get to the end with a high threat level. It's a hard balance that I never managed to pull off, and I feel like this game I did. Even though it was "safe" at points, I still don't regret most of my decisions.
- For the sake of argument - if you can - give me a solid reason why Bret and Shirin should each get my vote?
Shirin- I think she showed a lot of flexibility in her game by allying with people that went against her (like me) and tried to be fluid in the game. She voted correctly for most of the game and had 2 tight duos that were mainly shielding her.
Bret- I think not giving in to the paranoia of having a public idol is impressive, and knowing he was not in danger to not play it shows some good game awareness on his part.